At the beginning of 2016 I set a theme for the year. It took me two months of reflection and I chose PLAY. I did this because a friend taught me once to have a mantra-of-the-day so that at any point of ups and downs, we return to ourselves.
I decided on PLAY so I could forgive myself for leaving a stable corporate job to seek meaning in life and work. Sometimes I feel selfish. Sometimes I lose faith too. So I chose PLAY to remind myself that come what may, things will be fine. To be lighthearted and spontaneous, to say “yes” and less “but”. To laugh at anger and cry when I need. To observe than to watch, to trust than to fear.
It could be self-fulfilling or perhaps it is what it is — 2016 came with unexpected turns and ups and downs. I was with my grandpa as he breathed his last breath, and held my bunny as he left for bunny heaven. I met someone I liked who liked me, then liked someone else. Some months I live without a paycheck and others I’m swamped with freelance jobs and yoga.
I watched my sister graduated, my mum loving her job, my brother doing well in his job and my dad smiling a lot more. Connections with friends and strangers are deeper and more loving than before. Honestly, 2016 wouldn’t be possible if not for spontaneity and serendipity.
During dinner conversation last night with two of my favourite girls, we agreed: “2016 is a good year. We overanalyse sometimes. Looking back on the year, I think I’d like to give myself a pat on the back.”
Thank you, 2016! I’ve been lucky you’ve treated me well. I’ll be welcoming the new year peacefully, softly and with awe. Happy new year!
SHENAYOGA 